Life of being Me

As you all know that currently I'm working with HSBC Data Processing for 6 months top following the United Kingdom working hours. Hence the working hours, being me has been really hard. My night is your day and your day will be my night. My working hours starts from 3pm to 12am. Today is my 6 months day of working here. Yeaaa...6 months old in HDPM sounds easy, but seriously it is not! Being 6 months here made me realise a lot of things.

(1) I didn't know I love baking. New hobby, cupcakes are cute.

(2) I didn't know that I have so much free time in my life.

(3) Reading and writing has always been my best favourite!

(4) Having a shitty friend, they will never end up true.

(5) I'm so good at spending my money!

(6) Not all your dreams will come true.

A lot more where the lists came from. It just goes on and on. But eventually, it will just turn back to us. You see, when we plan something and sometimes it just doesn't go our way. We will keep on thinking. Why is this happening? They make it worst? and keep blaming other people. Don't we realise that sometimes the root of the problem is just ourselves. Stop blaming other people and just sit back, relax, and look back for just a second. Thinking about the things that have been happening and thinking is this just one way of god paying us back for all the bad deed we have done. I'm happy with what I have currently. I'm happy with what I am. Sometimes it's just one of those process of life that we just have to look back and think and go through with it in order to be a better person ahead. I'm happy to be me. I'm grateful of being me. Sometimes friends do don't treat you well. Sometimes people doesn't return the goodness in you. But yes and always remember that all of these little things is what god use to show us life. Take a deep breath and we'll get through it. We always do. Think the positive side of life and live life to the fullest.  Till then.

xoxo

Fever-ish

These past few days have been such a living hell for me. I have been going through these phases of fever whereby it made me feel more sick then I use to be. Not knowing what is heading for me the next day. Started gym with full intention to loose weight for 2 weeks top! My sister-in-law was down with dengue for 2 weeks, then later my little brother had his tetanus injection and got fever too! They when and spread the whole virus through the whole household, not to put all the blame on them. But yep! their fault! haha. Only went to work for two days and had MC's for another two days and had half day for the last day of the week. A very bad and dreadful week for me. I went back early on Friday because I felt so tired and weak. My ears turn burning red and even Akma told me that my face is firing red too! I didn't even realise that it was that terrible. Last Friday was one day before the Bersih 2.0 event. We even been told to go home straight after work, even our one hour mandatory Overtime was given an exemption on Friday.The traffic was so hectic and annoying. I was so ill and the traffic made me much worse. There was helicopters on air with those spotlights shining down on us as if they were trying to look for prisoners that have just escape, with them spotlighting on us made us feel like convict. I was so scared in the car. So sudden, the driver from the car in front came out from his car. Oh my! What a day! It took me an hour for me to reach home. I was stuck and sick in the car, with the feeling of not having enough air to breath. Gladly arrived home an hour later, had my medicine and went to bed, resting for the day. It took me a week to cool off this cold. Till then.

xoxo

Dear John

Last Sunday I watch a movie called "Dear John". It is the most epic love story I had ever watched. It's so sad I cried at 3 am while folding my clothes. Tragic really. The story was based about a soldier John (starred by Channing Tatum) who went back home on leave fell in love with a college girl named Savannah (starring Amanda Seyfried). When John had to leave home for camp both of them started to communicate using letters, and of course all the letters starts with "Dear John" and "Dear Savannah". Devastating when Savannah didn't replied one of his letter and later replied it with a hurtful one. Stated that she was going to get engaged and getting married with someone else. Sad part, John burn all the previous letter then knowing that his father is admitted into the hospital and died later. He started to clean up all his late father's goods, and when searching for Savannah. Knowing that Savannah married one of her best friend that the leese he would have expected. Again knowing that Savannah was caught up in the middle while making a decision right at the moment about getting married. This movie was based on one of Nicholas Sparks novel. The best. For a rating of 1 to 10, I'll give it a 10!. It touches my heart and my soul. Anyway, Channing Tantum was a heartthrob here in this story. This movie was released on 25 of May 2010. Can't believe I just set my eyes on it now. Thank god it was on HBO, otherwise I'm going to miss it. It's a clearly and dearly beautiful love story. Till then.

xoxo