Taking a chance of love

24th of January 2011. Main thing is that I can't sleep. Woke up at 4.00 in the morning waiting for a call, but sadly it didn't happen. Instead I made the call. Who was suppose to call who was not the real issue, it was something else. Not going to story much cause sadly I just don't know where to start. Little things about myself that have been going on lately since I don't have the time to update much this few days. Got a job in HSBC a month ago. Started just recently last week. Been busy working since there is nothing much to do cause training starts today. Shift starts at 4pm and finishes at 1am as if like i'm working in an oil plantation. Following the UK market, that explains more on the working time. 4pm in Malaysia is 9am in UK, and 1am in Malaysia is 6pm in UK. 

Back to the story where I can't sleep due to the major sadness issue. Put my phone down and decided to watch TV at 4 in the morning. Pathetically indeed. Watch Diva 702 on Astro. Nothing better to watch. There was this one story "Taking a chance of love". Sad. Very sad. It's about a veteran and a reporter. Two separate individuals who are scared to take risk and chances in love. Whereby they prefer letting it go instead of trying it, and they both agreed in the same reason where they don't want to know the ups and down that was about to happen and decided to keep their feelings and grow old with it. Really sad indeed. They were talking about passion and all types of other things. As usual the watery eyes part was at the end. 

The story made me realize one thing, but I think it is more than one. Love with passion and love without passion is two different things. The story shows that this reporter got married and when the reporter got pregnant, her husband happen to slowly disengage with her. Whereby it shows that the passion slowly disappear. Sad. The veteran was actually got married to someone that their family choose, and she ended up falling in love with someone else.  How sad to have love but no passion. To get marry with someone that you love but slowly the passion slips away. It's like living in a house full of strangers where we can't deny. 

Choose love wisely, take the risk that we are willing too. At the end of the day. They are the one who are going to make us happy. You never know what the futures have for us. You never know either the decision we're taking is right or wrong. You will never know unless you take it. Have faith in what we do. It will all be true. 


Till then.
xoxo